Just unusually different

There's a lot of thoughts running through my mind now. But I just can't seem to put them down in words. Reflections of the past and present. Just spare yourself a few moments and think back. What did you do yesterday? I can't really remember!!! Time always flies so quickly, what kind of turbo wings it has, flap flap flap and it's GONE, never to come back again! I wished I had a video camera to record what I had done so far, and of course, I am the only one who can have access to it. Like dueh...

I think I have 双重性格... my mood swings like MAD and my attitude towards people can change within split seconds. Like very gam with you for one moment, then suddenly feel like avoiding because I heard things about you. Haiz, on top of that, I also don't like to engage conversations with people with an ulterior motive and I don't want people to think I am pulling strings...Then about the previous post, I also damn luan now. I seriously think I have a problem. I need to talk to My Miang and Em. Jiu Ming ah!

...一直被她利用...

...有时候我觉得我一直被她利用...

It is not if as I can't stand it okie? But more of I don't know how to tell her. It's very dangerous to place such a comment here. Maybe I should just shift my blog to wordpress, where I can lock certain posts. I really can't take your nonsense. Though it may seem perfectly fine to others, well 忍耐是有限度的!!!!

Traumatised...

This whole week (from last fri till now) was a damn damn sickening week for me. KNS, totally missed out on a lot of things and the fact that I m still not completely recovered irritates me even further...

It started off on friday when I didn't have enough sleep cus I had a lot of things on my mind(okie, typical Adel)...Teary eyes, body heat emission..yes yes, the usual signs when I'm getting sick. Then, I still kay kiang follow people eat supper...I totally deserved the flu the next day. Didn't want to pang seh Shirlyn on her birthday on Sat, so again, kay kiang go cycle at ECP and had steamboat at Bugis. (well, the rest said they didn't mind if I spread the flu to them. I swome par!) Wa seh, then suddenly, had this acute backache which I cannot seem to justify why it happened. Was kinda of lazy so I visited this nearby clinic and the doctor said I had my back sprained. ( Huh, damn weird right? Unless I sprained it during my sleep or sprained it long long ago during one of my night runs...He said running cause a lot of pounding on the back,sounds reasonable though.) So I had to take the first batch of medicine which consisted of a muscle relaxant, a pain-killer and an anti-gastric med cus the pain-killer cus gastric....not very logical.

And again, I kay kiang, pain still go farewell outing on Tues... When I came home, think the fever (actually subsided on Mon) came back. To make matters worse, I had this very very very sharp pain in the abdomen, let me call it gastric first... so I suspected that, maybe, as a person with a weak stomach since young, couldn't take the strong pain-killer and so had gastric. But still, I went to school on Wed cus it was my favourite module haha. Then I missed the briefing for Kota on Thu which felt damn bad cus almost everyone turned up. Come Friday, I totally buang liao...My parents brought me to the clinic I used to frequent and the doctor told me to keep 3 conditions in mind. Dengue fever, chikungunya and appendicitis... Die liao die liao, imagine the rupture of the appendic. But I refuse to go to the hospital as I hoped the 2nd batch of medicine would cure me. Well, it didn't and I couldn't take it already by 10+ at night, my dad had to send me to TTS A&E. (I said buai buai to Kota trek liao at this point of time.)

Visiting a patient and being a patient is totally different. As in, you really freaked out when you see and hear other patients in pain and moaning... Had to pass the reception and payment counter before I was attended by a half doc half nurse, sorry, I don't know this guy's position lah. Then I was finally attended by a doctor after waiting for I guess, 30min. ( They go according to the severity of your sickness, so if my condition is not so serious, I must wait...) Hmmm, I think the worst part is lying on the bed and getting pushed around, not knowing where you are heading...Luckily, my mum was around, if not, very scary. Okie, I must admit the drawing of blood was damn pain. Cause as a "quite" frequent blood donor, I thought it was going to be the usual pinch or what la, but it hurted. P, A, I, N!!!! Ah, cus the tube was inserted near a joint. Wah seh. okie, heng other than that, the drip and other things were bearable. So I was damn HAPPY =) to hear that it was a bacterial infection and not some scary appendicitis that needed admission to hospital and operation. Phews. And I could go home after my blood tests results were out. So here I m , blogging about what really happened after MIA~ing for so long...

Here's photos of my medicine lah. Eat until I scared. Kong Bu!

Sorie peeps if I scared you with my smses...I know someone particularly freaked out when I said A&E. Sorie sorie...Don't worry, I will get well and Nike+, I am coming...

P.S. Shit, I don't know if I fully recover cause I am still feeling quite uncomfortable.Pray!

Disgusted by disgusting creatures.

I cannot stand people who regard you as a friend only when they are able to gain something from you. Simply said, they are out to take advantage of you. I'm sure everyone would have come across such "evil" people. One day, they will get their just deserts...

JUST YOU WAIT!

I hope I'm not that kind of person; be it unknowingly or deliberately.(If not, I will be cursing myself.lol.) Oh and I realised, even friends that you once thought were good, can be hypocrites at some points of your life. I am utterly disappointed and DISGUSTED. So you appear only when you want to, and disappear when you feel like it, depending on dear friends for information, notes, details, pullling strings, whatsoever. This is especially true in University where you have a lot of hi-bye friends... So I'm thankful for all friends who stand by me, be it good or bad times!

THANK YOU!!!

伍家辉 虽然我愿意 @ Dragonfly

Jerangkang Aftermath Reflection

Ask seasoned trekkers of NUS why they were drawn to the Jerangkang trek, and they will tell you without flinching – the magnificent Waterfall!

My sentiments! It was my first time having experienced a soak in cold, refreshing, stream water in such a natural setting. Where in Singapore would you be able to find such a place that is better than a man-made Jacuzzi? (It’s a steal for the amount of money I paid!!!Laughs out loud)

I must emphasize that one should not be frightened or put off by the dangers warned (by thoughtful or rather, think-too-much parents). The trek is far less menacing than it is made out to be. Even for me, a rookie in trekking, it was a trouble-free and fun-filled trek! With alert and helpful committee members around, you can be rest assured of your safety.

Safety matters aside, “Let loose and have fun!” is the sentence to describe just what everyone did. In addition to the numerous playing waterfall areas throughout the trek, the campsite provided us with various entertainments. If you think that all we did was to cook meagre supplies of Maggie noodles for dinner and then chit-chat the whole night through, you are so wrong! Haha. Believe it or not, Maggie noodles won’t taste as great at home as compared to up on a mountain top; not when top-chefs have the almighty non-stick frying pan with them! Committee members even rewarded themselves with chocolate fondue! (Sounds tempting, isn’t it?)

With hearty appetites fed, we then moved on to the highlight of the night. Campfire! Camp firing with Rovers is akin (or should I say, superior?) to having a K-Box session; you can sing to your hearts’ content and till the cow comes home, yet no one will stop you by indicating that your song is the last. Then, there is the lure of poker cards that prevented us from retreating into our tents. The game, Stock Market, certainly worked magic by engaging and amusing every single person. I remembered laughing so hard till my sides hurt!

Lastly, don’t assume that walking is the only mode of transport during treks. Surprising and thankfully, the committee members hired a lorry to “trek” a certain route for us! The bumpy lorry-ride was a thrill that I will never forget. That veritable chunk of chaos: Girls screaming their lungs out when insects wanted their fair share of the ride, guys frantically catching those insects and throwing them out, the evading of protruding tree branches and whatnot. It was a splendid way of leaving the trekking haven!!!

All in all, it was a trip that busted all expectations and a pleasurable experience not to be missed! So after a semester of juggling tons and tons of dreadful school work, what can be more deserving? Sign up for a trek at the Jerangkang Waterfall now!

Cheerios,
Tan Pei Qi Adeline.

P.S. People help me look out forgrammatical errors which I m bound to make. haha, choice of words too! Might as well as post here. Next time I can read and think about Jerangkang.Hmm..

Aikido Outing

The aikido outing was specifically dedicated to someone. But somehow I felt we didn't really cheer someone up...Maybe time heals all wounds...Agreed. Putting that "Mission" aside, I felt that we weren't as close as we used to be. Eh kinda of expected cus we used to meet like every Saturday? Minus the PON days when we were sian la hor. Is this what one should expect in life? When you realise that your friends all have different responsibilities, ideals, goals...etc....that it is impossible to return to where we used to be. Trainings, chit-chats, makan, running....were things of the past.

Reflect. Reflect.

On a lighter note, I wanna comment on my friend, who prefers to stay anonymous. (She better haha, so many cui incidents,oppsy, no offence) She never fails to surprise us with her wonderful crappy stories... About her getting watched by some cheekopek lizards, being so engrossed in reading novels in secondary school years till she got ostracised (can't rem this part though, must clarify, shit I'm showing early signs of Alzhemier), tying her hair in such "unique" way that fellow SISter and I find it way too unacceptable...

But she's cool!!! And I must really applaud her for juggling between work and study...Claps claps!!! Job's tough, school sucks, but life still has to go on... I will keep that in mind =)

Hmmm...food for thought...

" Your time in university is probably the last opportunity for you to do what you like to do before you get caught up in the hustle and bustle of working life. So as you strive to achieve your goals, do not forget to make time for the little things in life."